Make A Room Of My Own

By some mischief of Fate, we might only, truly fall in love
once. You know, that One Great Love old folks refer to. Many lovers may get into
our lives but there is only one person with that one smile, one kiss, one hug
and one moment that our hearts will never replace. That person usually, but
sadly, is the one that got away. That's why after all the chips are down, we
know...we just know, we'll never fall inlove that way again...

I thought I've gotten over. Wrong again, of course. How come after all that's been said and done, a single thought of you could still bring me to tears? I've tried covering it all with anger and hatred but none of it seem to stick. No matter how much I try to make myself believe that you're not worth it, still my heart says otherwise.

Of course, I did I now believe that love is not really an emotion. It's a decision. For when you decide to forget a person, you could do it. It should be our mind which should rule our heart, not the other way around. After all, heart is just one big muscle in our chest but the brain controls every part of our body. Am I wrong in believing it? Or perhaps our hearts does have a mind of its own?

Darn!

If I lose friends, it isn't because of lack of effort on my part.
If I don't see them often, it isn't because there is not enough time for me.
If I don't get in touch that much, it isn't because I lose the initiative to do so.

I've only broken up with a friend once.
It's been years since I last saw my college peers.
It's been a thousand days since I got in touch with the closest friend that I had in high school.

Whatever happens, I am assured of the knowledge that I may have no communication with most of them but I know deep in my heart that I will never lose the friendship we've made.

Here's a toast to my friends...wherever they are. Miss you, guys!

Born To Love You

You walk into my life

And change the balance of my days

With your eyes you say

I am yours and you are mine

But still something's very wrong

No I can't just go along

Though you want to stay

I must find a reason to delay

We're not the same

You play a game I know

But if I keep my feelings strong

I'll find the song you sing

Though i can tell

We're worlds apart and in my heart it's clear

That Love has found a cloudy day

I'm here to say that I was born to love you

Such a lovely face

With a warm and tender smile

Though I want you so

Something deep inside keeps saying

Don't trust your heart this time

Could my mind be playing games

Am I so betrayed

That my heart and mind can never be the same?