Back from the grave!
One comment: 30 decades, but still for me, the easiest way to confront people is to avoid them (i.e. DEDMAHANG MALUPIT!).
Nov 24, 2009
Aug 25, 2009
Ninth
Mahirap pala pag inuunahan mo ng takot ang kung anumang posibleng mangyari. Kasi magiging alipin ka ng pangamba at maaaring magbunga ng kalungkutan sa parte mo ang isang bagay kahit hindi pa ito nagaganap.
Ang gamot: Hayaan mong alalahanin ng bukas ang sarili nya. Wag mo syang isipin kasi hindi pa naman sya dumarating. Isipin mo yung ngayon.
Mahirap din pala ang madalas o regular na pagtulong. Kasi pag lagi mo ng ginagawa, maaaring dumating sa punto na iisipin ng tinutulungan mo na obligasyon mo na sila. Kung kaya naman, sa halip na magsimula o matuto silang tumuntong sa sarili nilang paa, nagiging dependent na sila sayo.
Ang gamot: Wag mong hayaan na maging dependent sayo ang iba. Paminsan-minsan, hayaan mo sila sa sarili nila.
Ang gamot: Hayaan mong alalahanin ng bukas ang sarili nya. Wag mo syang isipin kasi hindi pa naman sya dumarating. Isipin mo yung ngayon.
Mahirap din pala ang madalas o regular na pagtulong. Kasi pag lagi mo ng ginagawa, maaaring dumating sa punto na iisipin ng tinutulungan mo na obligasyon mo na sila. Kung kaya naman, sa halip na magsimula o matuto silang tumuntong sa sarili nilang paa, nagiging dependent na sila sayo.
Ang gamot: Wag mong hayaan na maging dependent sayo ang iba. Paminsan-minsan, hayaan mo sila sa sarili nila.
Aug 1, 2009
Jul 24, 2009
Seventh
Mafia Wars addict...
A funny story...
Me: Hi, this is Sam from Dell, I'm calling to let you know that your credit was already processed and I sent you the credit memo as proof of the said transaction.
Mr. Customer: Oh, thank you. Thank you so much for staying on top of me...
Huh? Ano daw?
A funny story...
Me: Hi, this is Sam from Dell, I'm calling to let you know that your credit was already processed and I sent you the credit memo as proof of the said transaction.
Mr. Customer: Oh, thank you. Thank you so much for staying on top of me...
Huh? Ano daw?
Jun 18, 2009
The Sixth
Am I really here in your arms
Its just like I dreamed it would be
I feel like we’re frozen in time
And you’re the only one I can see
Hey, I’ve looked all my life for you
And now you’re here
Hey, I’ve spent all my life with you
All my life
And I never really knew how to love
I just hoped somehow I’d see
Asked for a little help from above
Send that angel down to me
Hey, I’ve looked all my life for you
And now you’re here
Hey, I’ve spent all my life with you
All my life
I never thought that I could feel a love so tender
I never thought I could let those feelings show
But now my heart is on my sleeve
And this love will never leave
I know
I know
Its just like I dreamed it would be
I feel like we’re frozen in time
And you’re the only one I can see
Hey, I’ve looked all my life for you
And now you’re here
Hey, I’ve spent all my life with you
All my life
And I never really knew how to love
I just hoped somehow I’d see
Asked for a little help from above
Send that angel down to me
Hey, I’ve looked all my life for you
And now you’re here
Hey, I’ve spent all my life with you
All my life
I never thought that I could feel a love so tender
I never thought I could let those feelings show
But now my heart is on my sleeve
And this love will never leave
I know
I know
Mar 24, 2009
The Fifth
"habang bata pa kayo, mag-anak na kayo"...
that's what her mother told me last week while we were having breakfast. lhen was already asleep at the time. she arrives home before me as her office is just 15 minutes away. muntik na akong mabilaukan. i glanced at her mother to see if she's joking. she's looking away but i didn't see any hint of smile on her lips. and it wasn't the first time that she mentioned it. and even if she's joking, i firmly believe that jokes are half-meant.
i understand that her mom is worried. lhen, being the yougest of two children, her mom (whom i fondly call "nanay") thinks that she'd grow old without anyone to take care of her. oh sure, she has a niece (her brother married, two years ago), but her mom thinks that it isn't enough. she hopes that we'd have a family of our own (complete with children) soon.
and i have nothing against it. i always said that i wanted to have children, at least one. but lhen wants three. now that the moment is here, i can't help but be anxious. of course, there are lots of things that has to be placed into consideration. first off, who will be gracious enough to provide sperm or father a child for a lesbian couple? i prefer artificial insemination but lhen wants it the natural way. we both have plenty of gay guy friends but i've asked around enough to be turned down often. i just don't know if the same goes with her. second, i don't think i'm prepared on the responsibility of taking care of another person full-time. although i have a total of 6 nephews and nieces, i have never baby sat to any of them for more than 30 minutes at the time. and although i love yuki to distraction, i don't want anything that has to do with him when he throws tantrum or begin crying. simply put, i'm not patient enough around children.
i'll be 30 come november. and the last time lhen and i talked about this, we want to invest two years in our relationship before starting a family. not bad, i think. i just hope her mom, won't rush to it.
that's what her mother told me last week while we were having breakfast. lhen was already asleep at the time. she arrives home before me as her office is just 15 minutes away. muntik na akong mabilaukan. i glanced at her mother to see if she's joking. she's looking away but i didn't see any hint of smile on her lips. and it wasn't the first time that she mentioned it. and even if she's joking, i firmly believe that jokes are half-meant.
i understand that her mom is worried. lhen, being the yougest of two children, her mom (whom i fondly call "nanay") thinks that she'd grow old without anyone to take care of her. oh sure, she has a niece (her brother married, two years ago), but her mom thinks that it isn't enough. she hopes that we'd have a family of our own (complete with children) soon.
and i have nothing against it. i always said that i wanted to have children, at least one. but lhen wants three. now that the moment is here, i can't help but be anxious. of course, there are lots of things that has to be placed into consideration. first off, who will be gracious enough to provide sperm or father a child for a lesbian couple? i prefer artificial insemination but lhen wants it the natural way. we both have plenty of gay guy friends but i've asked around enough to be turned down often. i just don't know if the same goes with her. second, i don't think i'm prepared on the responsibility of taking care of another person full-time. although i have a total of 6 nephews and nieces, i have never baby sat to any of them for more than 30 minutes at the time. and although i love yuki to distraction, i don't want anything that has to do with him when he throws tantrum or begin crying. simply put, i'm not patient enough around children.
i'll be 30 come november. and the last time lhen and i talked about this, we want to invest two years in our relationship before starting a family. not bad, i think. i just hope her mom, won't rush to it.
Feb 28, 2009
The Fourth
"because i don't get jealous! i can't get jealous! i never get jealous!...ngayon lang..."
- Miggy Montenegro played by john lloyd cruz in You Changed My Life
So you think i no longer watch those mushy Pinoy movies? think again...sarah G rocks!
- Miggy Montenegro played by john lloyd cruz in You Changed My Life
So you think i no longer watch those mushy Pinoy movies? think again...sarah G rocks!
Feb 6, 2009
Jan 17, 2009
The Second
hidden meaning of my real name?!? oh, c'mon!
You Are Seductive and Ruthless |
 You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. |
The First
first post for 2009.
more busy than ever. getting too many calls and i can't believe how i manage to handle most of the cases i have right now. some are so complicated that i've been working on them for over 30 days. but i guess, i can manage it fairly well. the others have more cases than i.
they say that lovelife and career can't get along well. meaning if you're doing well on one, the other will suffer. if the other one is running smoothly, the other would be rocky. they say that happiness is just a state of mind. perhaps they are right. but if it's true, it just means that i never really had it this good.
we're going out of town today. just waiting for her to pick me up from the office. our very first. i thought my leave on monday won't get approved. however, i got an email stating that it was granted. hehe. it's hard to keep myself from missing her everyday when we only get to see each other on weekends. but i know she won't ask me to switch jobs just so we can be together. having a budding relationship is not at all simple. but then it's nice to discover new things about the person everyday.
finally, one final message that i got thru text a few days ago:
my say? you will never really understand something unless you are faced with the same type of situation.
more busy than ever. getting too many calls and i can't believe how i manage to handle most of the cases i have right now. some are so complicated that i've been working on them for over 30 days. but i guess, i can manage it fairly well. the others have more cases than i.
they say that lovelife and career can't get along well. meaning if you're doing well on one, the other will suffer. if the other one is running smoothly, the other would be rocky. they say that happiness is just a state of mind. perhaps they are right. but if it's true, it just means that i never really had it this good.
we're going out of town today. just waiting for her to pick me up from the office. our very first. i thought my leave on monday won't get approved. however, i got an email stating that it was granted. hehe. it's hard to keep myself from missing her everyday when we only get to see each other on weekends. but i know she won't ask me to switch jobs just so we can be together. having a budding relationship is not at all simple. but then it's nice to discover new things about the person everyday.
finally, one final message that i got thru text a few days ago:
you really don't know what love is until you get to a point when you're ready to trade ten years of your life for a single kiss; all your wealth for a single touch; or when you're ready to leave someone you've been with for the last decade for a total stranger. love isn't about the time you spent with someone or the challenges you've gone thru together. it's about that rush of butterflies in your stomach or that single heartbeat which says, "i'd rather have a day with this person than spend an eternity with someone else..."
my say? you will never really understand something unless you are faced with the same type of situation.
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