Sep 24, 2007

To My Best Pal, On Your Birthday

Dude,

Another year added to your life. Hope everything's good. It was so nice seeing you again after several months. I must say, I dread going there especially with Yen in tow but to quote what my officemate often say, "I know where your heart is", so I guess I just pulled off enough courage to let her come with me without asking you first. I don't even know how you would react. I warned Yen that perhaps you'll strangle me once you saw her with me but as we all know, nothing of the kind has happened. You just sat there like a teen-aged schoolboy caught by his crush staring. That is the first time that I saw you smile again since you told me that you two had decided to part ways. Until last night, you continued to send message thanking me for what I'd done that I had to turn off my cp so that I could get some sleep (as you know, I only had two hours of sleep all day Saturday).

In a way, I'm just happy to know that somehow, once in life, I have made someone happy. I guess this is the one thing that I do best: making someone else happy, brightening someone else's day. Sometimes, I would give away happiness like Santa Claus (Christmas is just around the corner) that I often forget about myself. At times, I would also give away the very thing that makes me happy so that I could live in harmony with others. Always thinking about what the other person might feel...that has been my trade mark, then and now.

Don't think that I have no wish for you. I still hope all the best for you. Everyone deserves to be happy, especially you. If not with her, then perhaps, someday,someone else would find you (remember your message? "don't look for that special someone to come into your life rather be that special person in someone else's life"). By then, maybe...just maybe, you would truly be happy. Until then, know that I'm always here for you. At least, we both have found our one great love...a lot of people go thru life without finding them...

Sep 13, 2007

Something to Think About


Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them? When the moment you can't feel them under your fingertips, you miss them?

Have you ever wondered which hurts themost; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of because words diminish them. Words shrink things that seemed timeless when they were in your head to no more than living size when they are brought out. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...but if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides who it likes and who it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all.

Have you ever loved someone and they had absolutely no idea whatsoever? Or fell for your best-friend in the entire world and then sat around and watched him/her fall for someone else? Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever...


~~ Author Unknown ~~

Sep 7, 2007

Unmerciful!


Drinking session sa umaga...

Yosi session sa gabi...(anliit ko!)