Aug 24, 2008

Got to be There

If I could paint the sky with a million colors,
If I could fly into space and cross a hundred rivers and oceans,
If I could live thru time and defy death,
If I could have the power to command anyone and anything in the face of the earth,

Then, none of them would matter unless I am with you.
The need is still there...I just want you here.
Or I have to be there...

Aug 20, 2008

Pink

I don't know if there really is a Becky Ong. For all I know, my friend was just teasing me when she sent this message but what caught my attention is the description "bading na brother ni Bob Ong". Well, I am familiar with Bob Ong, of course. I have read several of his books and he's one guy who likes doing satirical narration to drive home a point. Often though, he uses plain sentences in his books which makes it appealing to simple folks, even kids...so, Becky Ong's Words of Wisdom:

Hindi lahat ng gwapo/maganda sa picture eh gwapo/maganda talaga. Merong mga photogenic lang talaga. At karamihan eh dinadaan sa powder, lighting, angle at Adobe Photoshop

>>> meaning - ask for a film negative

Wag ng choosy. Lalo na kung wala ka namang masyadong choices. Arte ka pa?

>>> meaning - grab the first person you see...

A smiley is not just a smiley.

>>> meaning - add a sentence to be understood clearly.

Madalas ang "wrong sent" ay hindi naman talaga "wrong sent" at ang blank text ay di napindot lang. Ganyan magpa-pansin ang ayaw mag-first move.

>>> meaning - ignore it.

Hindi porke't madalas mong ka-chat, kausap sa telepono, kasama sa mga lakad o ka-text ng wantusawa eh may gusto na sayo at magkakatuluyan kayo.

>>> that sentence is not yet finished. continue:

Meron lang talagang mga tao na sadyang friendly, sweet, flirt, malandi, pa-fall o paasa.

>>> i agree.

Walang matinong jowa na sa G4M nakukuha.

>>> yun na!

Aug 15, 2008

Ramblings

Nag-iisip ka na naman. Nalilimutan mo na naman yung mga bagay na mas mahalaga.
Ang drama yung nagaganap sa totoong buhay. Yung nararanasan ng mga taong humihinga at nag-iisip na kagaya mo.
Hindi mo madarama ang hinagpis at lungkot sa mga napapanood sa sine o nakikita sa TV. Oo, malamang mag-uukol ka ng isang patak ng luha o maghihimutok ka sa naranasan nila. Pero mas mapait pa rin pala pag ikaw ang nakaranas. Pag ikaw na ang nakadama, minsan mas gusto mo nang kalimutan ang sakit.
Mas madaling magkunwari na masaya ka kasi madalas hindi tinatanong ng mga tao kung bakit ka masaya. Mas maraming tanong pag nakikita ka nilang malungkot at kailangan ng mahabang paliwanag pag nakita ka nilang lumuha.
Sabi nila, yung mga malalim na sugat, mas matagal daw maghilom. Oo, magsasara ang sugat pero kikirot pa rin pag malamig ang panahon.
Hindi sapat na magmahal ka lang. Dapat ipadama mo. Dapat ipaalam mo. Dapat handa kang tanggapin na baka hindi kayo pareho ng nararamdaman. Kung pareho man kayo ng nararamdaman sa isa't isa, dapat handa kang tangggapin kung hanggang saan lang yung kaya nyang iukol na panahon at oras para sayo. Wag mong hingiin sa kanya ang lahat-lahat dahil walang taong nais na matali sa isang tao na baka balang araw, iiwan din sya.
Magmahal ka pero wag kang maghangad na tutumbasan nya yung pagmamahal mo. Kung mapasok ka sa isang relasyon, lagi mong tandaan na maaaring yung isa handang ibigay ang lahat samantalang yung isa naman ay hindi. Wag mong ikumpara ang handa mong ibigay sa kaya nyang iukol. Ang mahalaga, ibinigay mo lahat. Kung hindi pa sapat yun para sa kanya, hindi mo na kasalanan yun.
Wag kang matakot magmahal o umibig. Wag mong isipin na masasaktan ka. Wag mong isipin na baka iiwan ka nya. Wag mong isipin yung bukas. Isipin mo yung ngayon, ikaw at sya.

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"When you've deducted all the impossible, whatever remains, no matter how improbable, must be the truth."

Aug 14, 2008

CONNED

I. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.

II. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules.

III. At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.

IV. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.

***Mahirap ata ito...isang habit lang ang naiisip ko e...pero try ko pa rin***

1. Mahilig ako magpatunog ng daliri sa dalawang kamay kapag nag-iisip o tipong walang magawa. Bad habit but something that I can't overcome.

2. I've got to have a blanket covering my feet when I sleep. I won't be able to sleep if I don't feel that my feet is covered. I also don't like it if it's too dry. In short, I need something to rub my feet against so that it would sweat a little. I like the warmth.

3. Among my first four siblings, I'm the only one born in a hospital in Surigao del Sur. My eldest bro was born in Manila, my ate and my other kuya was born at home...

4. I never studied on a private school because of my family's financial situation when I was still a student. Local grade school, high school in QC and a state U for my degree.

5. I can eat hilaw na mangga with Coke. I can tolerate tequila more than beer. I hate eating without patis or bagoong isda. Perhaps because I consider myself an Ilocano even if I was born in Mindanao.

6. I have a tendency to buy things in bulk even if it's not necessary. I make inventory of what I have at home and usually buy them before they ran out even if there's still plenty of it in stock.

7. I can go to a moviehouse alone. I'd prefer to have myself as company than having to bear a noisy companion.

8. I have a ring which I never take off from my finger since I got it. There are some who asked if they could have it but I often refuse.

9. I used to hate crowds and rock music. I often describe myself as an introvert person. Nowadays, I could go out to meet people whom I barely know...but I still hate rock music...

10. Given my sexual orientation, I still dream of having my own kid. A baby whose my own flesh and blood. It's still a dream but I'm hoping it will come true in the near future... (hehe!)

+++++++++Got this from Con+++++++++

Aug 12, 2008

Reincarnation

Being raised a Born Again Christian, I don't really believe in reincarnation. I still believe that we only line once and after that, if we do get reincarnated (if that's what you call it), we go to another place but not here. However, following a thread on Lesbit, I found this link and got this result:

Your past life diagnosis:
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I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Turkey around the year 1350. Your profession was that of a librarian, priest or keeper of tribal relics.
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Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
You always liked to travel and to investigate. You could have been a detective or a spy.
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The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
Your lesson is the development and expansion of your mental consciousness. Find a good teacher and spend a good part of your time and energy on learning from his wisdom.
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Do you remember now?


When I got this result, the first thing that crossed my mind was: Am I reliving my past life or am I trying to pattern my present life to the previous one? Hmn...I wonder how was my love life back then?

Aug 6, 2008

Musings

Combine over 40 women in 1 venue...nah, make them lesbians. the whole lot of them...and of the various kind...and what do you get? here you go:









Thank you, grace...for introducing me to them (may pakinabang na ang walang kwenta mong buhay...hehe!) mishu, friend! TC.

Aug 2, 2008

Rainy Day Blues

Sabi nila, ang puso daw marunong mag-adjust depende situation na kinakaharap. oo, masasaktan, luluksa o malulungkot pero pagkatapos ng lahat ng yan, makakahanap ng paraan para malimutan ang lahat. para mabigyang daan uli ang saya. ang masasabi ko lang: KASINUNGALINGAN! hindi ang puso ang magdidikta ng nararamdaman. depende pa rin sa iniisip mo. kung ang puso, madaling lumimot ang isip hindi. at yun ang mas nakakalungkot (emote mode kasi maulan)...

1.Latest na na-realize mo?
- na lahat ng bagay nagbabago. na kahit gaano ka ka-secure o kasigurado sa isang tao, somewhere along the way, may gagawin sya na ikagugulat mo. kaya mas maganda to expect the unexpected. para pag nangyari na, hindi ka masyadong madi-dissapoint.

2. Dapat gawin pag nalulungkot?
- humanap ng magagawang kapaki-pakinabang, hindi yung nag-iisip ng isasagot sa mga ganitong survey.

3. Pangarap mong gawin na hindi mo pa nagagawa?
- maglaro sa snow.

4. Favorite food?
- crabs at sugpo...mga pampabata...hay, miss ko na ang dampa!

5. Favorite Place To Be?
- sa bahay sa kalookan...nakakatanggal ng stress yung nephew ko.

6. What’s the title of the song that you always listen?
- That's What Love Is For.

7. Pangarap mong summer get-away trip?
- sa palawan.

8. Isang bagay na hinding hindi mo tatanggihan?
- nba collectibles.

9. Masayang libangan kapag umuulan?
- manood ng tv, habang umiinom ng beer.

10. Isang bagay na pag-iipunan mo nang husto?
- bahay at lupa.

11. Gagawin mo sa susunod mong birthday?
- hindi pa ako nag-birthday this year e. pero next birthday ko, hopefully, wala na ako sa 'pinas.

12. Hindi mo makayanan o matagalan?
- taong walang sense kausap.

13. Gusto mong panoorin sa sine?
- kahit ano basta kakayanin ko panoorin mag-isa.

14. Do you love cooking?
- yep. pag may time at hindi ako tinatamad. pero lately, hindi ako nagluluto...

15. Paano ka ma-badtrip?
- nagwo-walkout at di kita papansinin kahit lumuha ka ng dugo!

16. Matagal ka ba maligo?
- nah...20-30 minutes lang.

17. Kumakain ka ba ng vegetables?
- naman! ilokano ang father ko e. so lumaki kaming magkakapatid with the thought na ang veggies ay mas masarap kesa sa baboy o karne.

18. Tamad ka?
- hindi. pero madalas akong tamarin ngayon.

19. Sino palagi mong kausap sa phone?
- hmn...walang gamit ang phone saken, maliban sa alarm clock...

20. Sino palagi mong ka-text?
- si...

21. Sino ang kasabay mong umuuwi?
- si juvie.

22. Are you a busy person?
- yeah, sa office hindi makausap kasi andaming ginagawa. sa bahay (kalookan), hindi pa rin makausap kasi either natutulog o nagbabasa ako ng libro. sa bahay pa rin (pasig), wala akong makausap dun kahit hindi ako busy...

23. What/who do you hate most?
- mga taong plastik.

24. What makes you happy?
- kapag nagyayabang yung pamangkin ko. at pag nagbabasa ako ng libro na hindi nya ako iniistorbo...

25. If given a chance to have one wish,what would it be?
- wala.

26. Why?
- hindi na ako naniniwala sa wishes e. fairy tales are for kids. dreamers are often the first to be hurt. there's no such thing as ideal. in reality, everything and everyone has the power to hurt you.

28. 10 yrs from now, what would you be?
- i don't know. mid-life crisis na ako nun...

29.Song that best express what ur feeling right now?
- Rhythm of the Rain.

30. Is there any person that you miss?
- Yeah...sobrang miss ko na kakulitan nun.

31. What makes you really angry?
- ewan ko. bihira ako magalit e. but if i am, with good reason naman...

32. Gusto mong gawin ngaun?
- manood ng sine.

33. Kung may mababalik kang moment sa buhay mo, ano un?
- wala. i'll leave it as it is. same decisions, no regrets.

34. Mabuti ka bang kaibigan?
- mas dapat ata mga friends ko ang sumagot nito. so far, wala naman akong narinig na hindi maganda from them...

35. Kaya mo bang gawin lahat para sa love?
- why not?

37. All-time favorite songs?
- lahat ng love songs.

38. Chocolates or ice creams?
- Ice cream would be nice kaso may sipon ako ngayon...

39. Sino gusto mo makausap ngaun?
- si...

40. Anu gsto mo sbhn sa mga nagbbsa nito?
- maganda na sa labas at tumila na ang ulan...maybe i should go to the cinema, afterall...