The Second

hidden meaning of my real name?!? oh, c'mon!

You Are Seductive and Ruthless

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

The First

first post for 2009.

more busy than ever. getting too many calls and i can't believe how i manage to handle most of the cases i have right now. some are so complicated that i've been working on them for over 30 days. but i guess, i can manage it fairly well. the others have more cases than i.

they say that lovelife and career can't get along well. meaning if you're doing well on one, the other will suffer. if the other one is running smoothly, the other would be rocky. they say that happiness is just a state of mind. perhaps they are right. but if it's true, it just means that i never really had it this good.

we're going out of town today. just waiting for her to pick me up from the office. our very first. i thought my leave on monday won't get approved. however, i got an email stating that it was granted. hehe. it's hard to keep myself from missing her everyday when we only get to see each other on weekends. but i know she won't ask me to switch jobs just so we can be together. having a budding relationship is not at all simple. but then it's nice to discover new things about the person everyday.

finally, one final message that i got thru text a few days ago:

you really don't know what love is until you get to a point when you're ready to trade ten years of your life for a single kiss; all your wealth for a single touch; or when you're ready to leave someone you've been with for the last decade for a total stranger. love isn't about the time you spent with someone or the challenges you've gone thru together. it's about that rush of butterflies in your stomach or that single heartbeat which says, "i'd rather have a day with this person than spend an eternity with someone else..."

my say? you will never really understand something unless you are faced with the same type of situation.