Nuninuninu

Ayoko munang makita ka ngayon. Baka makita mo yung nakita
sakin ni kuya...Mahal na nga ba kita?...Hindi kita pwedeng
mahalin...

Eli, Maging Sino Ka Man

Why is it that you would never realize how you really feel about a person until someone else points it out to you?

You try to deny that you care about a person but you can't help talking about her among your peers. You try not to think about her. You try to say to yourself that everything is okay when in fact it isn't...

Then, you begin to question yourself but you don't really want to know the answers coz your afraid of what you might find. Until someone, a friend or a colleague, asks you pointblank:

Friend/Colleague: "Have you really fallen for her?"

You: (Stares at colleague incredulously.) "No. I don't want to fall. Not right now..."

Friend/Colleague: "But you already have..."